Monday, May 5, 2014

05052014

It has been more than 2 years since l last updated.

Many things have change,
I have passed my CLP, completed my chambering and gotten my PC,

People come and go,
I have lost a few friends along the way, but I learnt that the good one will never go anywhere, as long as you keep them close.

Met with bad things, learned to overcome it.
Reconciled with the good, some not so good anyway.

Travelled, trials, tasted  - things, places, foods, experience.
None of which I would have exchange for anything else.

Grown older, hopefully wiser and more mature.



Friday, January 6, 2012

Europe 2011 Part 1

Arc de TriompheEiffel TowerView from Eiffel Tower, 3pm
View from Eiffel Tower 3.30pmChapel Bridge, Lucerne Switzerland
Rheinfall, Schaffhausen (Northern Switzerland)Der Kolner Dom, Cologne Germany
Malt Wine (it's warm!) from Christmas Market

In the moment..

cosy in the kitchen
rain drops on the window
waking up in the desert
red scarf. ivory skin
stripe. like it's yesterday
shush. red navy yellow mellow
pink and loud
downtown chic
porcelain complexion
redder bolder bad-er
messy knot
earthy

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Craving

I lost my phones, yes both of them last month. Got a new phone but it doesn't seem to be equipped enough to do as much as I like it to be.

Hence, now I've my eye on this oneHTC Incredible S. Wait till I've found the courage to part with my money just to bring this baby home.

Pray that I shall find my motivation.

Friday, August 19, 2011

I wanna lose weight!!!

pink blazer. fluffy puppy hair
quirky looking angle - i heart the light
stockholm apartment kitchen
ideal & healthy breakfast
green apple.mustard cardigan
green snakeprint leggings!
flower girl, love how the soft light hits her face
leighton
TVD on Rolling Stone, Ian looks so..mesmerizing
Karen Gillian

Thursday, August 11, 2011

110811

I'm not happy.
I have to learn to be thankful
Tried to psycho myself to be happy.
But still,
negativity prevails

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

ck's farewell @ overtime

More farewells coming.
Oh yes, we are almost drunk
from left - ols, yours truly,sim,sabrina,ck,susim

Sunday, July 10, 2011

100711






很多事情 不是谁说了就算
即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案

当冬夜渐暖 当青春也都烟消云散
当美丽的故事都有遗憾
那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
重要的是 我们如何 爱过那一段

Monday, June 27, 2011

27062011

It has been a busy month, I feel like I'm constantly buzzing like a bee..
Work
Family
Life
house moving
Friends
...

Although most of the time, life seems like a constant circle
but I yearn for some stability in it.

I do not know whether it's because of the general feature of my thoughts
or was it the stress from work.
Life just suddenly do not seem so beautiful and enjoyable anymore.
Or maybe it's just the fanciness of this working life has subsided so much
it's no longer is giving me the satisfaction that I'm looking for.

I feel like I've fallen into a trap, or a limbo
Like it's going, going and gone.
And yet I'm still here, like I'm not here nor there.

I missed home terribly,
I think it's because subconsciously I don't get to do what I like here.
I do not feel like I'm being rested enough,
I cannot just tell people off that I would like this or that.

There's just so many dissatisfaction,
so many uncertainties,
so many crossroads.

Yet all I can think about,
is that all roads does not lead to Rome,
but to destruction.
Or worst still, to be continuing this.

Sometimes it feels like I'm not thinking straight,
like I'm not being myself.
I always asked "what would my oldself do?"
I'd like to have her back one day,
I'm in love with the old her, not this one.

People say version 2.0 is always better.
But this feels vulnerable, idiotic and mismanaged.
Like a damaged good.





Thursday, May 12, 2011

12052011


I think it has been way overdue.
I almost do not recognize myself anymore.
Now, if you all will excuse me.
I'm heading out to look for myself.

Hopefully,
You'll still be around when I'm back.


Still listening to : Mad World by Gary Jules

Thursday, April 28, 2011

28042011

I'm heartbroken.
It's eating me slowly inside.
Don't ask, I can't talk about it.

My tears are dried up.
So am i.

Sunday, April 10, 2011