I'm not happy.
I have to learn to be thankful
Tried to psycho myself to be happy.
But still,
negativity prevails
I have to learn to be thankful
Tried to psycho myself to be happy.
But still,
negativity prevails
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
ck's farewell @ overtime
More farewells coming.Oh yes, we are almost drunk
from left - ols, yours truly,sim,sabrina,ck,susim
Sunday, July 10, 2011
100711
很多事情 不是谁说了就算
即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难
我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢
当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案
我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢
当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案
当冬夜渐暖 当青春也都烟消云散
当美丽的故事都有遗憾
那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
重要的是 我们如何 爱过那一段
Monday, June 27, 2011
27062011
It has been a busy month, I feel like I'm constantly buzzing like a bee..
Work
Family
Life
house moving
Friends
...
Although most of the time, life seems like a constant circle
but I yearn for some stability in it.
I do not know whether it's because of the general feature of my thoughts
or was it the stress from work.
Life just suddenly do not seem so beautiful and enjoyable anymore.
Or maybe it's just the fanciness of this working life has subsided so much
it's no longer is giving me the satisfaction that I'm looking for.
I feel like I've fallen into a trap, or a limbo
Like it's going, going and gone.
And yet I'm still here, like I'm not here nor there.
I missed home terribly,
I think it's because subconsciously I don't get to do what I like here.
I do not feel like I'm being rested enough,
I cannot just tell people off that I would like this or that.
There's just so many dissatisfaction,
so many uncertainties,
so many crossroads.
Yet all I can think about,
is that all roads does not lead to Rome,
but to destruction.
Or worst still, to be continuing this.
Sometimes it feels like I'm not thinking straight,
like I'm not being myself.
I always asked "what would my oldself do?"
I'd like to have her back one day,
I'm in love with the old her, not this one.
People say version 2.0 is always better.
But this feels vulnerable, idiotic and mismanaged.
Like a damaged good.
Work
Family
Life
house moving
Friends
...
Although most of the time, life seems like a constant circle
but I yearn for some stability in it.
I do not know whether it's because of the general feature of my thoughts
or was it the stress from work.
Life just suddenly do not seem so beautiful and enjoyable anymore.
Or maybe it's just the fanciness of this working life has subsided so much
it's no longer is giving me the satisfaction that I'm looking for.
I feel like I've fallen into a trap, or a limbo
Like it's going, going and gone.
And yet I'm still here, like I'm not here nor there.
I missed home terribly,
I think it's because subconsciously I don't get to do what I like here.
I do not feel like I'm being rested enough,
I cannot just tell people off that I would like this or that.
There's just so many dissatisfaction,
so many uncertainties,
so many crossroads.
Yet all I can think about,
is that all roads does not lead to Rome,
but to destruction.
Or worst still, to be continuing this.
Sometimes it feels like I'm not thinking straight,
like I'm not being myself.
I always asked "what would my oldself do?"
I'd like to have her back one day,
I'm in love with the old her, not this one.
People say version 2.0 is always better.
But this feels vulnerable, idiotic and mismanaged.
Like a damaged good.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
12052011
I think it has been way overdue.
I almost do not recognize myself anymore.
Now, if you all will excuse me.
I'm heading out to look for myself.
Hopefully,
You'll still be around when I'm back.
I almost do not recognize myself anymore.
Now, if you all will excuse me.
I'm heading out to look for myself.
Hopefully,
You'll still be around when I'm back.
Still listening to : Mad World by Gary Jules
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