Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Dear Life

I'm starting to think I don't have a life, after countless attempts of people trying to probe at me asking what I'm doing here, what am I doing now. I think I'm officially out of answer for them. I don't even masked any attempts of answering those questions politely, I just agree with whatever they're saying or suggesting and then they'll quietly go away and gossip something up. Small town life, that's it.

Last week was a fulfilling week though, my best gal pal and boyf was in town. Needless to say, I'm a happy girl! I also went up to Penang for a short vacation as well, who knows lying on the sun chair on a breezy afternoon watching clouds can be so therapeutic =)

Anyhow, I'm still waiting for some replies for the interviews I went couple weeks ago, my dad seems to be pretty confident that the job is mine for the taking. As for myself, couldn't say so. And if God bless that this job is mine, then I'll have a lot on my plate to settle before it starts. Finding a place, moving, settling everything here. I've a to-do list so long cause I've been putting everything to be done to this week cause last week was my happy week and there's so many people in town. I don't wanna risk running around in town and bumping into another human being which I'm not keen to see.

The other friend of mine was in town as well for a brief moment, we met up and had a short chat over coffee. She couldn't stop probing and showing off her life. Sometimes I got a bit bored during the conversation I just switch off my mind. Well, just sometimes. Not about to start another meaningless argument with her over something worthless. This relationship with this particular friend was defined as 落水狗朋友, meaning a friend that'd only turn to you when she's at the lowest point of her life. Not such a glorify term, ain't it? However, we're just trying to be there for her, I guess. By my definition, her life is pretty much screwed up. And as that term wasn't bad enough, apparently me and her were having a relationship called the Porcupine effect. LMAO.

Ok, done with all the ranting. I guess I'll just go back to my novel. Pleasantly blissful life :P
Eat, shit, sleep, online, movie, novel et cetera. And the circle repeats itself.

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