胡彦斌

胡彦斌，你知道他是谁吗?

他是一个歌手，一个我很欣赏的男歌手，有一把很特别的嗓子，很特别的咬字，是那种辨识度很高的声音。我曾经。。爱上过他的嗓子。现在，听见他的歌曲让我很哀伤。

一首歌，一曲旋律，可以让人想起很多事，几乎把当时的画面，心情从新感觉一次。

我记得当我迷上胡彦斌时大概是03 年初，或中。那时，一切都是完美的，完整的。那年，我认识了一位男生，一位从此我生命里扮演了一个很重要的角色的人。我以为。。生命就应该这样子。完美的家庭，疼爱我的人。

04年，妈妈得了癌病，在05年中离开了我们。婆婆在07年中也走了，上个月，公公也离我们而去。刚刚在车上，无意中听见胡言斌的歌曲，所有的回忆，感觉，从新浮现。那时，一切一切都是那么的好，那么的完美。好到甚至让我不敢再听他的歌，就象听见他的歌，是一种多么奢侈的一件事，因为。那些画面只能在回忆里出现。



PS：那时我也听了很多别的歌手，不知道为什么，就只有胡言斌给我这种感觉



Till then,
-jean-

Sorrow

I smiled,

I laughed,

I sang,

I danced,

Heck, I even gossiped

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but, u've no idea

that

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I'm almost broken inside...

Till we all meet again,

-jean-

Eyelet and Maxi

Hm..weekends are always depressing especially if I'm on a tight budget because that's when all the bloggers will be updating their stuffs and me, in particular, have a weak spot for online shopping... *wishing that i've a real deep pocket right now*

On today itself, I found a few gorgeous pieces which makes me literally drooling at my monitor, wishing I'm holding them right now.

Introducing..the eyelets

I found this gorgeous top selling at RM29 at http://myrasonsonlineboutique.blogspot.com/. It looks very delicate, very demure and sweet. Not to mention, it's also one of those top which is kinda Blair Waldorf's inspired. But I'm worried that the sleeves area might not fit for I've a bigger arm. :(

Besides, from the late night updates, I also found this pretty pretty sundress (is it?) laying at the latest batch of clothes at http://ticktock365.blogspot.com/. It looks so effortless carefree and angelic, doesnt it? Sad that it's a wee bit pricey for my budget..

Next up, the maxi dresses which has caused a major hurricane in the fashion world lately. I didn't knw that maxi dresses could be so affordable, comfortable, makes u look really really slim and minus those almost-will-never-happen-peekaboo-moment.

This one from http://tictactoe28.blogspot.com/ has instantly caught my eye. It was love at first sight. The richness of the colours, and the floral of it took my breath away at an instant. The only flaw is the plunging neckline. I'm not really a fan of plunging neckline as I'm not blessed with a full blossom. Understandable,right??

Another white piece, the only difference is this one is a white maxi dress.

How rare is it to have a white maxi dress and the owner of it claimed that it doesnt make u look fat at all. Plus point that it has a double lining too? Irresistable? I believe this is the description I'm looking for. Plus the owner of this webbie http://www.lovelylolitas.com/ , Amanda is such a friendly and understanding person. I almost bought this without thinking last night when I was chatting with her cause she was so nice...

sigh sigh* All this adorable pieces laying around here, and all my budget and account was telling me that I could only choose ONE piece of all this. This without question is just trying to torture me....

Oh dear, can someone just give me an opinion on which one i should choose???

P/s : I think it's pretty obvious now that I'm really into white...

Till then,

-jean-

240708

I'm currently on a summer break from college for 3 months, it kinda feel like it's gonna be awfully long when it first started. However,things seem to have been taken its toll since then.

Time really flies. It has already been almost 2 months since my holiday started. What've u done? U asked. Nothing, I said.

It seems like my everyday life had been evolving around me,wake up,have late lunch,peek my head around my bro and sis stuffs,online shopping, dinner, blog hopping,watch series and sleep.

Nothing productive, nothing useful. It looks like i've been on a full holiday mode,doing nothing everyday,exploiting the holiday to the max.

Lately, I've been realising that all those time where i spent at home doing nothing except all those mentioned above did not bored me. And it's kinda shocking judging all that stuffs can be really dull,especially if u did that all alone..

Then i realised that i've dedicating all my time to online shopping and all...and sometimes can be kinda scary cause my self-control is not all that good. And on this month itself i already splurged around RM400 on online shopping. See? Told u it would be shocking...

Therefore,I'm now trying to move all that concentration to another new addiction.

Guess what?! It's FASHION!!

I've been reading lotsa fashion blog lately to realise that what i've been wearing last time..basically made me blush when think of it. Only if there was any fashion police in this country,i think they would have arrested me long ago.

Hence, the new oath..to wear fashionable,pretty clothes no matter when and where I'm going...

This is a new one,and I promise myself I'll do my best not to break it.


Till then,
-jean-

The Journey

Alittle place where i placed my thoughts and current interests.

All that come and goes randomly, and not to mention rapidly..

I'll have to write it down somewhere just so sometimes when i've a moment or two to slow down, i can always find out what's been happening to me..