In the moment..

cosy in the kitchen

rain drops on the window

waking up in the desert

red scarf. ivory skin

stripe. like it's yesterday

shush. red navy yellow mellow

pink and loud

downtown chic

porcelain complexion

redder bolder bad-er

messy knot

earthy

Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year peeps! Just came back from Taiping today after staying there for a week, it felt so hard leaving home knowing that, working life hardly comes with a package that includes going back home for more than 3 days.

CNY was uneventful but fulfiling, I spent quality time with the family. And most of my time were either sleeping, or laze-ing on the couch.

Met up with a few friends over the week, everyone seems to have mature in different ways. And it certainly seems like those differences were irreconcilable and rightly so.

Works resume tomorrow, which is another bore. Tones of works await and countless meetings to schedule.

Consolation is, the family is coming down again for the coming weekend again to visit. Yeay me!
Bad news is, will have to cancel the meet-up with ex-coursemate on Saturday.

没有人会对你的快乐负责，不久你便会知道，快乐得你自己寻找。

饮歌

曾经攀上的天梯 曾经拥抱的身体
曾经在乎一切 被突然摧毁
霎那比沙更细
良夜美景没原因出了轨
来让我知一切皆可放低
还是百载未逢的美丽
得到过又促逝 也有一种智慧

全年度有几多首歌 给天天的播
给你最愉快的消磨
流行是一首窝心的歌 突然间说过就过
谁曾是你这一首歌 你记不清楚
我看着你离座
真高兴给你爱护过 根本你不欠我甚么

曾经拥有的春季 曾经走过的谷底
人生是场轻梯 忽高也忽低 不输气势

谁曾是你这一首歌 你记不清楚
我看着你离座
很高兴因你灿烂过 高峰过总会有下坡

回忆装满的抽屉 时光机里的光辉
人生艳如花卉 但限时美丽 一览始终无遗
回望昨天剧场深不见底
还是有几幕曾好好发挥
还愿我懂下台的美丽 鞠躬了就退位
起码得到敬礼
谁又妄想一曲一世 让人忠心到底

Tooth Fairy

see!! It's ickle and Lardee.. my milk toof.
so super cute and funny and hilarious!
Oh yea, Lardee is the fat one FYI

Introducing, the milk toof...in super annoying baby voice

So super damn pretty awesome cute!!!

I'm still at my work desk. feeling bored and in like
zero mood to work already. Almost all chinese
in the office left for CNY break already.
Can't wait to go back home early morn tomorrow!!

Till then,
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
May the year of Tiger brings lotsa luck and blessings.

pic credited to My Milk Toof

People Observation

I'll be subtle. try to guess, maybe?

I can't help you, not like I can't but I don't want to, helping you today doesn't necessary put you in a better position but definitely made me worse.

How can you be so naive? You think he's the one, but does he thought of you the same way? How many mistakes does it need to take for you to see clearly?

We've a brief encounter, you look so sad, you've that look on your face, like something terrible happened. I hope you feel better now.

If I'm not extremely close with you, I really do not appreciate the physical touch from people. I get that some girls may not mind that, but I certainly do feel awkward.

I think you're just plain pathetic and hypocritical, you're mean and sarcastic and made a complete pathetic fool out of yourself. Sometimes we laugh at you behind your back.

Dear lady at the Lancome counter, if you're new on the job, study up. Or at least make up with friendly attitude. I'll file a complain one day if I remembered your name. I feel uneasy by your service. I doubt that you've tried your best.

You do not know what you want, you do not envision your future, all you did was just gossip and complains. You should know better than just mumbled off everybody's secret. I'm glad I didn't share too much.

Excerpt

我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱 看我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
等你的依赖

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

曾听说过 你某夜结婚 未曾露笑容
实在不敢知道我是元凶
大概当初我未懂得顾忌
年少率性害惨你
令人受伤滋味 难保更可悲
这心地 再善良终生怎去 向你说对不起

良心有愧 原来随便错手 可毁了人一世
立志助世人脱贫以为
便伟大到像多麽有为
这种剌蝟 连谁曾待我好 都可带来伤势
被我害过来接受我跪
是我在制造眼泪居然想救世

New York, I'm from where dreams are made of, Theres nothing you can't do, Now you're in New York, These streets will make you feel brand new, The lights will inspire you, Lets hear it from New York 不远处有一片土 站了一颗枯的树 仔细看那树枝的弧度 像在哭 枯树前杂遝脚步 收集爱情的孤独 为什么眼前荒芜 是天下有情人的归宿 那片山谷 入口处清楚刻着伤心人的墓 也许我浅薄 可不是泡沫 只要为你活过 我就不是粉末 我干杯 你随意 这是个残酷的喜剧 我的人生早留在你那里 我却还要故作潇洒地 早知道是这样 像梦一场 我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方 我能原谅 你的荒唐 荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

imissu

ithinkaboutyou.ithinkaboutus.ithinkaboutyou.ithinkaboutus.ithinkaboutyou.ithinkaboutus.
ithinaboutyou.ithinkaboutus.allthetime

seriously, how long do u need to memorize all this? :P

青花瓷 词:方文山 曲:周杰伦 素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡 瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆 冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然 宣纸上走笔至此搁一半 釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏 而你嫣然的一笑如含苞开放 你的美一缕飘散 去到我去不了的地方 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里 在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸 就当我为遇见你伏笔 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 月色被打捞起 晕开了结局 如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 你眼带笑意 色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底 临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你 你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密 极细腻犹如绣花针落地 帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿 而我路过那江南小镇惹了你 在泼墨山水画里 你从墨色深处被隐去 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里 在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸 就当我为遇见你伏笔 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 月色被打捞起 晕开了结局 如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 你眼带笑意 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里 在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸 就当我为遇见你伏笔 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 月色被打捞起 晕开了结局 如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 你眼带笑意

What have you done in the past 24 hours?

1400 : bored in the office, staring at the screen blankly
1500 : Still bored, browse more other website/blogs/fashion blogs.
1600 : Yawn, yawn...
1700 : Seven down, one to go.. Browse updates on Tudors, apparently season 4 is the last =(
1800 : On the way home, massive crawl along the federal highway.
1900 : KFC for dinner!! Crap, the stall outsite it sells durian, freaking.smelly!
2000 : Bones returns for another season!! Brennan and Booth are so cute together =)
2100 : Stole a pear back from the office, *nom nom*
2200 : Head out with ZT and Serene for a drink at Starbucks..
2300 : Browse some notes, some reading..
0000 : *Stares at the celling* shouldn't have down that macchiato!
0100 : Paranoia, i think there's a cockroach in my room.. Zzzzz
* 0130 : Woke up did payment to some blogowners!! More new clothes!!!

0800 : Crap, late already!! Jams and more jams!
0900 : No parking, meeting starts in 15minutes..
1000 : Came down to move my car, i parked illegally. Thank God i move, a policeman was writing out saman with a weird look.
1100 : Proof-reading.. i miss my boyf!
1200 : Lunch with colleague. More gossips i said.
1300 : I forgot the designated sentence. Anyway. Gatorade lime makes a happy me!

Agh..

Life is boring.
There's nothing much to talk about.
I watched House all day long.
OMG Jesse Spencer (Dr.Chase) is so damn blardy cute!
He's adorable, can i adopt him???

Oh, is there anything else that i can do to fill the time?

My Beauty Diary

In the spirit that my puuurrfect skin has gone down the drain
now it's time to safe it before all the make-up has to come in

Look what i've found??
my *new* darling, taiwan facial masque!
It's super cheap, and quite effective..
and i super heart *muah* the packaging and smell
damn luxurious feel-a-like!

Oh, this is for u Fion,
remember u told me that could be pirated masque?
Turn out it's true, but i also found out
how to certify its authentication!
*yeah!* Tell u all about that soon!

Ahh, as for now,
If u'll excuse me,
i'm gonna put on some masque!!

失眠

忘了时间的钟女人何苦为难女人鬼迷心窍海阔天空宝贝对不起思念是一种病甲乙丙丁时间人物地点而我知道回家最浪漫的事分开旅行纽约的司机驾着北京的梦如果云知道忘忧草左右为难保佑我爱可以问谁不是真的爱我胆小鬼对不起谢谢黑白画映阿怪笑忘书火柴天堂明天也要作伴爱情最熟悉的陌生人夜上海如果这都不算爱寡妇村传奇信仰独角戏当时的月亮有一点动心一场游戏一场梦爱我的人和我爱的人梦醒时分我愿意明天我要嫁给你你的眼睛背叛了你的心爱上一个不回家的人单身情歌味道让我欢喜让我忧有多少爱可以从来城里的月光新鸳鸯蝴蝶梦选择让我一次爱个够别问我是谁当浪子心声一人有一个梦想九百九十九朵玫瑰亲亲我的宝贝一千个伤心的理由明天的明天的明天是否我真的一无所有冰雨原谅明天会更好吻别那就这样吧当刺猬爱上玫瑰我们都寂寞烦恼歌上上签讲你知我听见有人叫你宝贝命运曲水晶嫁给我今天只做一件事一起走过的日子

你知道那里总共有多少首歌吗？

A change is gonna come

My current obsessed colour is grey,
I wear lotsa bangles and blacks,
I'm allergic to public wedding proposals,
I hate when people go all lovey-dovey in open,
I like watching CSI and Bones during meals,
I love leather wear,
I listen to punk, rock,
I'm studying law..


it's kinda like i lost my girlish charm,
what if?!

Suddenly i just decided to stop
stop to act like I'm actually a confident person,
stop to think like I'm actually better than you,
stop to be so forward and brave like I normally do,
stop to be so out-spoken,
and being the little girl I'm deep down inside?

All girlish and hopelessly romantic
Will u still love me, for me??

Mockery

I feel mocked, humiliated, embarassed
I never take u as this guy and me as this girl.
The story in my dream doesn't have this chapter.

We probably shouldn't have done it the 1st round
cause I didn't realise there's actually a
2nd and 3rd round,
perhaps u should have warned me instead
save me from all this misery.

Or u think 3rd time is the charm?

Hm..just, u know. give it a try
Try harder not to deceive me anymore
try not to portray u're this very nice guy when you're not
try not to lie so much(or, omission for that matter)
try not to change who u're in front of me

It's awful to find out that you actually know nothing about
a person who u spent so much time
talking, cuddling with..

Perhaps, try a little harder..
not to?

depressed ME

I'M SCREWED!

I'VE GOT A SCREWED UP HAIRCUT
TOTALLY PIMPLE-FIED FACE
URGH!! I FEEL SO UGLY RIGHT NOW!

AND
I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR SO IT'LL BECOME LIKE HERS

THOUGHTS?

In the making..

In my old pictures, i looked so thin..

and now?
I'm still eating this for supper!!
*peanut butter+strawberry jam*match in heaven

They said that when a girl is having her period,
all the calories that she has taken doesn't count
it goes out from the system together with the u-know-what

I totally buy that theory, u see?!

On another note : chick lit makes me a really happy girl!

Of uber pretty and artsy

See what I meant?
Seriously uber brilliant!!

to seek more inspiration
Design*Sponge and Flickrista

Hunting Season

Call me outdated,
but I'm currently looking for...
Breakfast at Tiffany's

and this,
Devil wears Prada!!!
Favourite movie of all time =)

Will let u all know the outcome later,
of to MPH now for some book pampering session!
Oh, btw MPH is having a sale until this Sunday!!

Mornings

This is just so weird, i used to be a Night Owl..

I loved the night so much to the extent that i've my boutique called

Midnight Glam

But now, i guess the busy-ness in life have taken its toll on me

I've become a MORNING PERSON!!

I find that i've become so much more productive in the morning,

and i'm kinda in love with the morning light..

How nice would it be if i can actually take a walk in the morning!!

*pic taken in my room on a Sunday morn, before class*

Millions Apologies!

I did not just abadoned U
just that the giant footsteps of life is moving so freaking fast
i've no time to sleep,
no time to hang out,
no time to read,
no time to blog,
no time for the usual beauty routine
and even no time to shop!!

My appeal?!

*caught up with work* yes, new part time job!
*obsessed with outfit sketching* ew,lousy drawings
*constant mail checking due to *ahem*
*new semester* packed with super technical, brain cracking subjects

Oh,btw...
popped by this when you're free...

http://midnightglam.blogspot.com

p.s: yes yes yes dear, will update more if i find the time to breath!


Love,
-jean-