Craving

I lost my phones, yes both of them last month. Got a new phone but it doesn't seem to be equipped enough to do as much as I like it to be.

Hence, now I've my eye on this oneHTC Incredible S. Wait till I've found the courage to part with my money just to bring this baby home.

Pray that I shall find my motivation.

I wanna lose weight!!!

pink blazer. fluffy puppy hair

quirky looking angle - i heart the light

stockholm apartment kitchen

ideal & healthy breakfast

green apple.mustard cardigan

green snakeprint leggings!

flower girl, love how the soft light hits her face

leighton

TVD on Rolling Stone, Ian looks so..mesmerizing

Karen Gillian

110811

I'm not happy.
I have to learn to be thankful
Tried to psycho myself to be happy.
But still,
negativity prevails

ck's farewell @ overtime

More farewells coming.
Oh yes, we are almost drunk
from left - ols, yours truly,sim,sabrina,ck,susim

100711

很多事情 不是谁说了就算
即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少次期盼
事实证明 幸福很难

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案

我们之间 不是谁说了就算
拉扯的爱 徒增结局的难堪
一百次相爱只要有一次的绚烂
下一次 会更勇敢

当冬夜渐暖 当大海也不再那么蓝
当月色的纯白变得阴暗
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单
当冬夜渐暖 当夏夜的树上不再有蝉
当回忆老去的痕迹斑斑
那只是因为悲伤从来 都不会有答案

当冬夜渐暖 当青春也都烟消云散
当美丽的故事都有遗憾
那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
重要的是 我们如何 爱过那一段

27062011

It has been a busy month, I feel like I'm constantly buzzing like a bee..
Work
Family
Life
house moving
Friends
...

Although most of the time, life seems like a constant circle
but I yearn for some stability in it.

I do not know whether it's because of the general feature of my thoughts
or was it the stress from work.
Life just suddenly do not seem so beautiful and enjoyable anymore.
Or maybe it's just the fanciness of this working life has subsided so much
it's no longer is giving me the satisfaction that I'm looking for.

I feel like I've fallen into a trap, or a limbo
Like it's going, going and gone.
And yet I'm still here, like I'm not here nor there.

I missed home terribly,
I think it's because subconsciously I don't get to do what I like here.
I do not feel like I'm being rested enough,
I cannot just tell people off that I would like this or that.

There's just so many dissatisfaction,
so many uncertainties,
so many crossroads.

Yet all I can think about,
is that all roads does not lead to Rome,
but to destruction.
Or worst still, to be continuing this.

Sometimes it feels like I'm not thinking straight,
like I'm not being myself.
I always asked "what would my oldself do?"
I'd like to have her back one day,
I'm in love with the old her, not this one.

People say version 2.0 is always better.
But this feels vulnerable, idiotic and mismanaged.
Like a damaged good.

12052011

I think it has been way overdue.
I almost do not recognize myself anymore.
Now, if you all will excuse me.
I'm heading out to look for myself.

Hopefully,
You'll still be around when I'm back.

Still listening to : Mad World by Gary Jules

28042011

I'm heartbroken.
It's eating me slowly inside.
Don't ask, I can't talk about it.

My tears are dried up.
So am i.

Pretty please?

16032011

I do think that when natural disaster strike, there's no place to run. And when disaster strikes, and you're still commenting on your facebook about something else, busy posting new pictures of the food you took, how busy you are. Seriously, there must be something wrong with you.

I'm deeply sadden by the fact that so many parts of our world are hit by natural disasters. It's the only type of incident that no matter how great human are at predicting and taking precaution measures, we can never run away from it.

The earthquake and tsunami, followed by the nuclear leak in Japan should have taught mankind a great lesson. The Japs are really great at facing crisis time, they are calm, considerate and never cause more pain then it has already been. If only this has happen at any other country, no one could warrant for this circumstance. And take it to them, quake at 9.0 and yet no major collapse of buildings.

I feel like revelation is approaching, the ground is shaking. And shaking. It's like it's going to be over before we knew it.

Shopaholic Mania 2011

On sale - seesawplayground

Egg Plant top

Love the luscious color -bunch of wildflower

Christopher Kane inspired -un-masqued

H&M - angelaglory

Teardrop Extras at the side - cocktails

Color Scheme - whitelabelcloset

Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year peeps! Just came back from Taiping today after staying there for a week, it felt so hard leaving home knowing that, working life hardly comes with a package that includes going back home for more than 3 days.

CNY was uneventful but fulfiling, I spent quality time with the family. And most of my time were either sleeping, or laze-ing on the couch.

Met up with a few friends over the week, everyone seems to have mature in different ways. And it certainly seems like those differences were irreconcilable and rightly so.

Works resume tomorrow, which is another bore. Tones of works await and countless meetings to schedule.

Consolation is, the family is coming down again for the coming weekend again to visit. Yeay me!
Bad news is, will have to cancel the meet-up with ex-coursemate on Saturday.

没有人会对你的快乐负责，不久你便会知道，快乐得你自己寻找。